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I'll Be Here...
Why?
I'll Be Waiting Here...
For What?
If You Come Here.. You'll Find Me...

I Promise

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This Is A Friends Only Journal, If You Want To Be Added Comment Stating Who You Are! Talk To Me On MSN (radioactivist@hotmail.com) I Seldom Go On AIM

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Name /// Gordon
Age /// 18
Live/// Wishaw, Scotland
Likes /// Music, Friends, Julie, Movies, Drums
Dislikes /// People Who Piss Me Off

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Communities ///
RR Records Community,
Awesome LJs,
Evanescence Icons,
Evanescence Layouts,
Avril Support,
Final Fantasy Icons,
Graphic Request,
Slipknot Fans,

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+Hiding From God - THE Song+

I lie awake and wait for morning to come
But it takes all night for me to get what I want
I've heard of the night life and I heard it was fun
But it's no fun for me...


I feel a rage building up inside
It's like a thorn stuck in my eye
Life is a bitch and now I'm waiting to die
I feel the pain but I'm afraid to cry


I walk the streets with not a light in sight
I'm not afraid it's just the absence of light
I can't see demons so they don't scare me
But it's still no fun for me...


I feel a rage building up inside
It's like a thorn stuck in my eye
Life is a bitch and now I'm waiting to die
I feel the pain but I'm afraid to cry


I've lost control I'm not my usual self
But I don't want sympathy; I don't need your help
I'll make it alone if I'm to make it at all
And it's still no fun for me...


I feel a rage building up inside
It's like a thorn stuck in my eye
Life is a bitch and now I'm waiting to die
I feel the pain but I'm afraid to cry

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+AFI - Days Of The Phoenix+

I remember when
I was told the story of crushed velvet,
Candle wax, and dried up flowers.

The figure on the bed,
All dressed up in roses, calling...
Beckoning to sleep... offering a dream.

The words were as mystical
As purring animals.
The circle of rage... the ghosts on the stage appeared.

The time was so tangible
I'll never let it go.
Ghost stories handed down, reached secret tunnels below.

No one could see me.

(Ohhhhh)
I fell into yesterday.
(Ohhhhh)
Our dreams seemed not far away.
I want to, I want to, I want to stay.
(Ohhhhh)
I fell into fantasy.

The words were as mystical
As purring animals.
The circle of rage... the ghosts on the stage appeared.

The time was so tangible
I'll never let it go.
Ghost stories handed down, reached secret tunnels below.

No one could see me.

(Ohhhhh)
I fell into yesterday.
(Ohhhhh)
Our dreams seemed not far away.
I want to, I want to, I want to stay.
(Ohhhhh)
I fell into fantasy.

The girl on the wall always waited for me,
And she was always smiling.
The teenage death boys,
The teenage death girls... and everyone was dancing.
Nothing could touch us then,
No one could change us then,
Everyone was dancing.
Nothing could hurt us then,
No one could see us then,
And everyone was dancing,
Everyone was dancing.

No one could see me....

(ooooh)
I fell into yesterday
(ooooh)
our dreams seemed not far away
I want to, I want to, I want to stay
(ooooh)
I fell into fantasy

Our dreams seemed not far away...
Our dreams seemed not far away, hey....
Our dreams seemed not far away....
I fell into fantasy...

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+Slipknot - Vermillion (part II)+

She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself

Now I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable
She's a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason

I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

I catch in my throat
Choke
Torn into pieces
I won't - No
I don't want to be this


But I won't let this build up inside of me
(I won't let this build up inside of me)
I won't let this build up inside of me
(I won't let this build up inside of me)
I won't let this build up inside of me
(I won't let this build up inside of me)
I won't let this build up inside of me
(I won't let this build up inside of me)

Won't let this build up inside of me
Won't let this build up inside of me

She isn't real
(I won't let this build up inside of me)
I can't make her real
(I won't let this build up inside of me)

She isn't real
(I won't let this build up inside of me)
I can't make her real
(I won't let this build up inside of me)

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+Faye Wong - Eyes On Me (FF8 Ending)+

Whenever sang my songs,
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words,
Wishing they would be heard,
I saw you smiling at me was it real? Or just my fantasy?
You’d always be there in the corner of this tiny little bar.

My last night here for you,
Same old songs just once more,
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no.
I kinda liked it your way,
How u shyly placed your eyes on me,
Did You ever know that I had mine on you?

*Darling so there you are,
With that look on your face,
As if you’re never hurt,
As if you’re never down,
Shall I be the one for you?
Who pinches you softly but sure,
If frown is shown then,
I will know that you are no dreamer.

So let me come to you,
Close as I wanna be,
Close enough for me,
To feel your heart beating fast,
And stay there as a whisper,
How I love your peaceful eyes on me,
Did you ever know?
That I had mine on you.

Darling so share with me,
Your love if you had enough,
Or tears if you’re holding back,
Or pain if that’s what it is,
How can I let you know?
I’m more than the dress and a voice,
Just reach me out then,
You will know that you are not dreaming.

*Darling so there you are,
With that look on your face,
As if you’re never hurt,
As if you’re never down,
Shall I be the one for you?
Who pinches you softly but sure,
If frown is shown then,
I will know that you are no dreamer

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+My Favourite Bands+

+ Slipknot +
+ Soilwork +
+ Brides Of Destruction +
+ KoRn +
+ Atreyu +
+ HIM +
+ Soil +
+ Static X +
+ Killswitch Engage +
+ Cave In +
+ Slaves On Dope +
+ Murderdolls +
+ Nothingface +
+ Misfits +
+ AFI +
+ Chimaira +
+ Busted +
+ Avril Lavigne +
+ Stone Sour +
+ The Rasmus +
+ Fear Factory +
+ Evanescene +
+ Lacuna Coil +
+ Seether +
+ Jack Off Jill +
+ Scarling +
+ Sevendust +
+ Dope +
+ Children Of Bodom +
+ Ill Nino +
+ Bad Religion +
+ Nightwish +
+ Black Flag +
+ Brand New +
+ Dirty Americans +
+ Devildriver +
+ Mest +
+ New Found Glory +
+ Dillinger Escape Plan +
+ Nora +
+ Hiding From God ;) +

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